Saturday, February 26, 2005

Memories of yours cant be erased from my mind
Your face keeps appearing infront of me whenever i open my eyes
Wanna see you everydae
Dying to toke to you or even jus to sae hi
I knew i was in lurve e first time i saw you
U meant so special in my life
Cant forget you no matter how hard i tried
All i can do is to lurve u in slience
Whenever i walked past you,
i jus look at you,
u jus look at me
I lurve you
If onli i have e courage,
i would tell you,
i lurve you
If only i could jus talk to you or even jus to sae hi...
Haiz....ytd heard a sad news...at nite, abt 9 sth, my grandma called, sae my grandfather had been admitted 2 e hospital...my grandma sae he had hurt his spine or sth lyk tt, den his leg canot move...haiz...i'm soooo stressed!!!!
Mon - chi klass test
Tues - common test
Wed - xpress maths
Thurs - D&T test
Fri - Sci test
Soooo stressed out!!!! E chi n xpress maths damn difficult....comfirm fail 1...ZzZ....
Still cant 4get abt e incident...haiz...he hav stead lers...haiz...

To linda, dun worry if u nv get chosen k?? U will owaes my idol!!! =D

Sian, later hav 2 go back 2 sch 4 e streaming toke...sianz...1330 lyk tt den go wif my dad...nw i noe y my father n my mum's side is nt in veri gd terms...nt gonna sae ya?? Its some faily problems...
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!
Haiz....
I'm so miserable...
No one can help me...
Left wif no choice nor option...

My saddest dae was 24.02.05
Y shuld i even go n c his fotos or profile...
I'm so dumb n stupid...
I'm sooo ugly, fat and short...
I hav nth positive abt me, all i hav is negatives...

I'M UGLY, SHORT AND FAT
Agree??
YES!!!

Friday, February 25, 2005

Haiz....
I'm so miserable...
No one can help me...
Left wif no choice nor option...

My saddest dae was 24.02.05
Y shuld i even go n c his fotos or profile...
I'm so dumb n stupid...
I'm sooo ugly, fat and short...
I hav nth positive abt me, all i hav is negatives...



I'M UGLY, SHORT AND FAT
Agree??
YES!!!
Long time havent realli update...


Haiz...5 daes in a row have tests n all tt stuff...
Mon - Chi klass test
Tues - Common test
Wed - Xpress maths test
Thurs - D&T test
Fri - Sci test
Haiz...i'm soooo stressed out!!!!Haiz...den gt alot of things happen tis wk...den ytd hor...



On 24/02/05...went 2 clara's hse 2 do project...den later use her com 2 go friendster, den her com is sooooo laggy...ahahaha...den went to his profile, saw he uploaded a new foto....den look lor, den saw a foto which is lyk 2 foto which is mixed into 1, den saw gt add sum wrds...e wrds r " l("v")rve " ....den he put e foto caption is " my favourite =)) " ....den saw e ger rite e testi 4 him...later went 2 her profile, den c his testi 4 her...haiz....haiz...haiz....i'm sooooooo sad.........further more, she's chio n elegant....me lehz?? Short, fat, ugly.... Haiz.... ='(

Thursday, February 17, 2005

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Monday, February 07, 2005

Weee~2dae gt chi new yr celebration...den sumtimes veri sianz...den sumtimes oso veri funny...haha...XD



After sch, sam, pui fun, grace n me went outside e sch 2 eat...den later we walkin 2 a shop, den i turned my back backwards, i saw him!!! He is another guy i like in 2/6. LOL...den i look at him, den he suddenly turned back n saw me, den i faster turned my head back...=)



Den later pui fun n grace finished buying le...den me n sam haven buy finish...den later i call me sis 2 ask wad she wans 2 buy lor...den at e reflection of e glass, i saw HIM 2gether wif him frens ... weee~!!! Den later e shop gettin crowded...den me n sam havin diffcultly payin e aunt...den He was oso buyin thing frm e same shop...den he was like jus behind me!!!Den i finally heard his voice!!! Wow...wish tt i could c him everydae...



Later we eat finished le...den pui fun, grace n me accompany samantha 2 go hail a cab hm...(sam owaes take a cab hm...wow, shes veri rich lehz! =D) ...den sooo mani taxi pass us, all nv stop, sum cabs even dun hav passengers lor, still dun wan 2 stop...aiyo, dey dun wan 2 earn $$ meh?? After tt, finally hail a cab liaoz, den we waved gdbye...den later we 3 walked toward e crossin road there, tt time e light blinkin liaoz, den me n my sis run run run, den pui fun keep tellin us 2 stop, but we stubborn...den later we at e other side liao...den guess wad?? HE was at e other side!!!!OMG!!!Shuld hav listened 2 pui fun, or else i could hav seen him liaoz....haiz...lolx, at least gt 2 c him ya?? =D ...den later he walked e other way le, i tink he walkin hm...lolx~ Weee~ =D